IT’S CHRISTMAS!!!!
and I must say I haateee a loott of people.
I hate stupid people, I hate unsteady people, I hate people that don’t know what they want .
I hate politicians, I hate ex-friends(yeah you know why I aint friends with you no more:))) ), I hate stupid online shops that dont deliver, I hate couriers, I hate paperwork, I hate Holiday schedule, I hate having to pay for my grandpa’s oxygen machine without which he wouldn’t be alive, I hate puddles of former snow, I hate not being able to go to certain places because it brings me bad memories, I hate traffic, I hate stupid drivers, I hate drama-people, I hate superficial people, I hate people not calling me even after saying they would, I hate being sorry for my decisions, I hate christmas cheer, I hate doing something I hate, and I hate not doing anything. I also hate people that don’t know what an Oxford comma is.
I hate people that only speak one language since I’m cvi-lingual. I hate not being able to get over people, I hate being able to get over to easily.
I hate hoping and caring, I hate being disappointed over and over again and not learning from it.
I hate to live with a hole in my heart. I hate living without I want and I hate living with it near me but knowing it’s not mine.
I hate having something nice and not abstract enough for my sick mind.
I dont hate myself though.
I’m the most steady and normal person in my life.
It seems I’m kinda bitter.
oh well. 
)
At least I’m happy.
cheerios.
Ralu
