something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue
First and foremost I must say happy birthday to my best friend, Veveshteanu.
Sorry I forgot your name day honey! I promise that shall never happen again.
Ladies and Gents,
It’s all good. I had one of the most awesome ‘outings’ in a while. I was always one that appreciated a good talk, as most of my friends know. And is that talk is on one of my favorite topics, then it’s even more awesome^_^.
I had an awesome time with a guy today. We talked and talked about politics, about determinism, evolutionism so on and so forth. And then we went shopping.
I guess it isn’t every girl’s ‘perfect day’, honestly I guess it isn’t really mine either but it was one that I truly appreciated.
So what’s the deal with my life lately.
Oh gosh I can frankly say I have no idea. I’ve been through so much it’s getting really hard to just lay back and take a good look at things. To get that perspective. To decide what is right or wrong. Not for the world, just for me.
I like doing things properly and always staying true to myself. I guess that’s why I’ve never cheated on someone, that’s why I ended something that I felt had no future, why I kept on hoping for something that I was truly wanting.
I want what’s best for me nevertheless who doesn’t.
Sadly I was trapped in a circle, not a small one but it felt so much like everything I did had that deja-vu nuance.
I therefor decide not to hyper-analyze things. What happens, happens. As long as I’m true to myself. I know where my feelings belong. that’s the only certitude I do have.
Cheerios,
Ralu
